Nothing exciting has been happening in my life lately. haha, sad jua bunyinya tu! Well, I haven't been online for a week already. Wait, I went online last night after a week off. =). good. guess what I've been doing the whole week! cuatah~ Do u think u guessed it right? Okay. I've been studying for my first paper! OH MY GOD. I'm going insane already. I'm tired. and seriously, like, serious serious seriously, I can hardly wait to get it over with. I can't wait till 'studying' is over. I'm almost done with Uni!! ALMOST!! I have 2 more weeks to go then I'm done. I'm free. Well, not that free cause results are yet to come. darn. So, that adds up to 4 weeks! cause results will only come out 2 weeks after the final day of exam. that's the scariest part of all. waiting for the result and looking at the results. I CAN DO IT. I KNOW I CAN PASS EVERY UNIT. AMIN AMIN AMIN!!!
sigh. anyways. after I'm done with studying, then what, I don't know. I wish life is simple that I don't have to stress myself out to search for jobs after graduating. But, too bad, after i get my results, I, then, have to think of what job I want (accountancy la kan, duh!), where to apply, how to apply, await for the reply from the companies or whatever it is, and etc. what a tiring life. When I come to think of it (jobs and the boring routine in the future), I feel like I wanna continue studying but I don't have the heart in studying anymore. seriously, I don't. I am simply lazy and I can't be f*cked to memorize and go through more and more exams anymore. Well. I don't know. that's just what I think for now. Wait till i get to the real world. real "working" world. it's gonna be boring. and the one thing that I wanna say, after my graduation, I'm gonna go back to my home country, Brunei, for good. It's a good thing cause I'm gonna be with my family again, cheap food :)), raya in brunei with the family and friends again and some other stuff that most of you know what we usually do in Brunei right. But, yes, there's a but, I won't feel the freedom of life like I'm having now in Perth anymore. it's not like I don't have freedom at all in Brunei. it's just that, I'm gonna miss hanging out with friends till late, staying with friends in one roof, do things that I can't do in Brunei such as um, clubbing maybe and other stuff, staying up late with friends and my boyfriend =), the rush and panic to go to school. (ok, maybe I should say I'm gonna miss studying! HAH!). wow, expressing my feelings. oh well. that's life. after all, we will have to go back to our own home, right! no matter how long we have been away from home.
and, of course, I can't wait to go home too to see my family. I missed my family so much. and, my car =)). Oh, i just realized that I haven't talked to my grandma for so long. i missed her so much. :'(. I hope she's doing well. and I heard she's rarely home, she's always at my aunties. aww. I miss you nek!! I'll be home in September, Insya Allah!!
Ok, I'm done with expressing my feelings. Emo moment is over. I shall get back to reality - studying? no, it's 15mins to 2am! so i guess, I shall go now to my Lala land~ =) ciaos ppl.
Lisa.
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