Anything Chocolatey. Dancing. Shopping. Make Weird Expressions. Reading. Cute little kittens. And.. U figure the others!
Dislikes!
People who talk lots of shit. Too crowded places. Mental people should go to fremantle! (LOL OK!!) =). No money in our pocket is such a sh*t. =S. ok tata!
I am back! My sister ditched this blog already.. sad sad sad! hahaha ;) Oh, I haven't been blogging for so long. I just don't have the inspiration to start telling stories or opinions lately. I just don't and I can't write about anything. I guess I'm just too happy and I haven't got the time to blog! I am always busy with the loved ones and Facebook! lol.
So, have I told you one good news? Um, no I haven't! Oh, just want to let the whole world know that I have passed my probation.. No more probation baby! Syukur Alhamdulillah. Too bad I didn't even think about celebrating it. hehe. One of my colleagues just asked about it, then only I thought about it. wheww... maybe next month la when I feel like it :) treat myself with chocolate cheesecake. Whaaaaat.
I just bought 'Her World' magazine last night! Finally. I haven't bought any magazines for ages man. So not updated with fashion, tips, stories, etc. so not great! hehe. I used to love reading magazines - looking at the different style of clothing, tips for better relationships, tips for dieting and all sorts. I love 'Cleo' but not the ones from Malaysia or Singapore (No offence).. but I prefer the ones from Australia.. much more interesting, I guess. So now, I wanna start collecting magazines (useful ones!) again, though it may be a waste of money. but hey, sometimes they give good tips too! ;) so, it'd be worth it. wuhu.
I'm missing my siblings so bad. Especially my sister. Miss having someone to joke around with and someone to share silly stories, ideas and acts with! Miss you beebeeeeeeeh. Mwah.
Oh well! it's friday tomorrow and I can't wait for weekends. Wuhuuuu I LIKE!
I love Sundays! The day for me to laze around and do whatever I want without worrying about the bosses' expectations! But, what I hate about Sunday is that it is the end of the week! tomorrow is Monday - have to see those same faces again. Okay, one new update is I've passed my probation! yay. and now, i've been given more tasks. tasks that need more thinking. OMG! I think I need to revise everything that I've studied in Uni. susah oh susah.. coz I've forgotten most of the things that I've studied before. damn. Ok, I do not want to talk about work. let's talk about.... hmm..
Okay, we were at my Uncle's crib for lunch - then we watched The Orphan - that movie still gets on my nerve. hehe. after that movie, we watched this lame and such a low-quality Indonesian movie named "Ku tunggu jandamu". I don't know why but my Aunty bought that. We watched it together with my parents, aunties and uncles and all, sungguh la aku malu because the movie is so, porn-ish! yes, to me it is more like a cheap porn movie! what has happened to the directors now. and What happened to the indonesian female artists now? Don't they have any dignities? Me, as a female, it is so embarassing. They look so cheap for acting like that. showing off their bras, half of their bodies and so on. and guess what, the movie was too boring I fell asleep (Ok, that won't be such a surprise to some people that I sleep over most movies! hehehe) but this one, I think I just wanna close my eyes and enjoy my dream rather than watching some lame and very capi-capi movie! Oh well..
What else? my sister updated with some stories. and yea, why are there still lots of selfish people in the world? I can't understand. it's not that I'm not selfish sometimes, but this one, it's just unacceptable. An older lady is being very selfish towards the younger ones. what the hell.. But wait, am I not being selfish too towards some people? hahaha. what am i talking about! it's all mixed up. I am mad at selfish people but I am selfish too. So, that means, I am mad at myself. hehe. ok whatever. screw me!
Okay. I sympathise my parents whenever I have to go back to Bandar. I know they feel lonely here without the three of us. oi kamu dua, u better come back! we all miss you both.. If only my workplace is not too far, at least they'll have me in this house to make this house not too quiet. sigh.
Oh, I think i better get going. have to go back to Bandar soon before it gets too late. tata titi tutu.
Wow, it's been a month since I last blogged. Life's been pretty much the same. Nothing new or interesting. Oh, one new thing would be .. I'll be moving in with my Aunty next month. and I'm loving my new room because I'll have my own bathroom! no more sharing =). I'm at work and I'm quite free at the moment. My supervisor is out but I think she'll be back in a bit which means, I have to stop blogging right away! lol.
I was reading through the previous posts that my sister and I had posted - most of them were silly posts and some just made me think of how my life was compared to my life now. I think I complained a lot back then and now, I just can't be bothered to blog because I'm just too content and happy with my life and the people around me til I have no time to blog. Or, is it because I only blog when I feel sad and lonely? well, maybe! like, NOW! hahaha. I'm happy but I'm just bored. ..
Ummm, will continue later. My supervisor will be back soon. tata.
It is still fresh and new to me not having them around. I miss my two clowns - Safwan and Anisah. They're so far away! I miss them terribly. If I think about it too much, I would cry. Raya is coming soon and it's even sadder having no one to laugh with (I know my aunties, uncles and cousins are around).. it's just that, I'm very close to both of them and we talk alot with each other and laugh over nonsensical conversation! and now, they're not around. BORING okay! I miss you both. :'( like, terribly.. especially Anisah, now, I have no one to like binge on food macam orang inda pernah liat makanan :( I miss you.
Anyway, if you're reading this, both of you, study smart and come back with flying colours. I know you both can do it. Just think of how much Bapa and Mama have sacrificed for you both. It's not easy to repay them back but I think by coming back with your 1st class degree will definitely make them both happy and proud.
Damn! I miss you both so much :'(
Aww. Shuuweeet! I miss you loads. like, banyak berabis mcm habuk2 yang inda pandai kana bersihkan for a decade! haha. But seriously dut. Aku sunyi tanpa mu~~~ LOL.
I know how much it hurt you back then and how much it still hurts you now. Forgive me for all the things that I did to you. I know it's hard because I can't even fully forgive myself yet. I don't know how to forgive myself. I am still trying my best to be the best for you. I know the past just can't stop haunting you but I can assure you that the past will disappear soon :). I understand it is hard for you to accept the things that had happened in the past, but, I am very grateful that you're always there for me no matter what. You're there when I'm sad, you're there when I'm happy, you support me in everything and you're there to make me smile all the time. That's what so special about you. I can feel how much you truly love me. Thank you love! Thank you for everything. I hope this special relationship will last forever. I really love you, Isa Putera :)
I am listening to Salman Khan talking on TV! Why is mama watching this?? Anyone has any updated trip-hop/emo songs? I need more of these songs. chillax millax. I'm bored. I miss Isa. :( What have u been up to people? My life's been the same everyday. nothing interesting. Um, there are lots of interesting things to share but I think I'm better off keeping it to myself (and I only share it with certain people, you know who you are!). And oh, please please please tell me why can't I find nice clothes in Brunei? No offence, but most of the clothes are very hongkie. I don't really fancy hongkie's style. I need to shop. I need to travel. Not need, I WANT TO TRAVEL AND SHOP!! I just realised shopping in Brunei is boring. I think I miss Perth (the shopping part!!). Although there are not so many shops there, the styles and fashion are updated and the clothes are nice! Hmm. Ok enough of this. I don't really know what to share. I'm bored.
How I wished the past could be undone. How I wished I was bright enough to realize sooner that the things I did were wrong. But then, what's the point of regretting? Would I get anything and would the past disappear? Well, it would disappear, but unfortunately, it cannot be undone at all. Everything just keeps lingering on my mind and it annoys me. Everyday I keep thinking of ways to forgive myself. It's not that easy. I did lots of mistakes. I feel sad for doing things that I should not have done. I feel a bit blue lately. However, I thank Isa for being there for me all the time. He makes me forget about the things that have been playing on my mind. Damn, I just don't understand myself sometimes. Why did I do such a thing? Why didn't I think of the consequences before I do it? Why did I not think that I'd regret all of these? Oh well.. nevertheless, I think I'm thankful for having all these kinds of experiences because it teaches me and leads me to be a better person. I know it's a lesson for me.
Haih.. Emotional much? Yea! I just feel kinda blue tonight....
I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so...
Whatever it is, I'll always love you Alliisa Putera :)
Name: Alisa / Anisah Home: Kuala Belait, Brunei About Me: We are sisters. forever sisters. We share stories, problems and.. basically any stuff. We love each other that we have to pull each other's hair whenever we're bored. That's about it.
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